THE ONLY EXCEPTION

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
But,

YOU are the only exception

HE is the only exception

I MAKE THAT EXCEPTION

SHAHIR FEVER

Oh jangan ditanya sejak bila! Cik Pink sendiri tak sedar sejak bila leh syok kat si Shahir ni! Mak ai...full package kot mamat ni. Suara sedap, study pun ok, muka jangan cakapla memang jambu! Perangai pulak (setakat ni la) memang kelas! Leh wat menantu ni! Haha penangan Shahir punya la hebat, Bukan setakat anak2 dara...makcik2 ngan pakcik2 pun minat si Shahir ni (refer pada makcik Yati ngan pakcik Johari)..hahaha

Apapun tak kisahla dia menang ke tak...maybe dapat kat Adira. As long as Maulana yang perasan bagus tu tak menang, I'll be fine. Hehe lawak. Tak penah2 minat tengok AF, tapi disebabkan si Shahir ni, sampai ke dalam blog cerita dia masuk

Good Luck Shahir yang hensem!! Che Amad hoi hoi hoi!!!

I LEARNED

• I've learned that we don't have to change friends, If we understand that friends change

• I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become

• I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.

• I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

• I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you

• I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.

• I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.

• I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

• I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

• I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

• I've learned that it is not always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

• I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

• I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it may change you life forever.

• I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in life, are taken from you too soon.

• I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.

• I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just don't care back.

• I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.

• I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.

• I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.

• I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

• I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the strength to help.

Pain In The A$$

P/S: A picture is worth a thousand words..=)

-the end-

Finally,

The 4 years has ended

I'll be leaving in a few hours

No turning back to the place that has given me sweet and bad memories

Farewell and so long my friends

Till we meet again

Thank you Allah for given me this opportunity

Let's hope for something better

QUE SERA SERA

When i was a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she say to me

Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future not ours to see
Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart say

Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future not ours to see
Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be

Now I have children on my own
They asked their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly

Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future not ours to see
Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be

p/s: Still remember my childhood song! Love it!!!

LEAVING

Peoples are leaving. Ramai yang dah balik. Blok2 dah makin senyap. Paras2 makin lengang. Bilik2 banyak dah kosong. But I still stay here. Susah rasanya nak lepaskan kehidupan 4 tahun kat sini. The journey that started on 2006, is nearly end now. I'm counting the days you know. Ramai kawan2 + junior yang dah tinggalkan bumi sintok ni. They are leaving for good. To start a new life. Life as a student is finally over. Time to begin a new phase of life. Tanggungjawab pun makin lama makin berat

Oh yes..people are leaving. At the end, kita akan sorang2 jugak. Your parents will leave you. Friends will leave. Lover? yes they will leave too. I hate the word. Really hate it. Sounds pathetic but that's the reason I stay. Even dah habis exam, I still stay. Berat hati nak mula kehidupan baru. Oh how I wish thousands time...wish that the clock would stop ticking. Wishing the time would freeze. It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow...

People are leaving and I must do the same. Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin right? Ooh i keep hearing my childhood song played in my mind. "Que sera sera"...whatever will be, will be...