LEAVING

Peoples are leaving. Ramai yang dah balik. Blok2 dah makin senyap. Paras2 makin lengang. Bilik2 banyak dah kosong. But I still stay here. Susah rasanya nak lepaskan kehidupan 4 tahun kat sini. The journey that started on 2006, is nearly end now. I'm counting the days you know. Ramai kawan2 + junior yang dah tinggalkan bumi sintok ni. They are leaving for good. To start a new life. Life as a student is finally over. Time to begin a new phase of life. Tanggungjawab pun makin lama makin berat

Oh yes..people are leaving. At the end, kita akan sorang2 jugak. Your parents will leave you. Friends will leave. Lover? yes they will leave too. I hate the word. Really hate it. Sounds pathetic but that's the reason I stay. Even dah habis exam, I still stay. Berat hati nak mula kehidupan baru. Oh how I wish thousands time...wish that the clock would stop ticking. Wishing the time would freeze. It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow...

People are leaving and I must do the same. Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin right? Ooh i keep hearing my childhood song played in my mind. "Que sera sera"...whatever will be, will be...