NOT STRONG ENOUGH

I think I'm strong but after last nite, I realized that I'm not strong enough

I still can't forget the past

I still can't let it go

I'm still wandering

I don't know how long I'm going to be like this

I don't know how much time I need to take

I only know that deep in my heart I still love him

I still care about him

And I want the best for him

So I hope Allah heard my prayers so that I can move on and start something new

Help me Ya ALLAH